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Recurring number 26 New York, USA I have been seeing a recurring number in my life since my friend past away. August 18, 2006. Its not something I look for, in fact today is the 26th and I didn't realize it until I got on your site. I just started researching this number. Trying to figure out some of its meanings and relevancies. I was born in 1986. Its not my birthday nor has it been a factor in my life until my friend who was my ex girlfriend and best friend passed. Honestly. This number was then a girl who i dated, favorite race car driver.
Then a house number of another, then an anniversary then it was associated in all phone numbers. I never looked for it, it made itself evident to me. It appears when I glance while traveling, it appears on TV, on the radio, in video games, movies. Anywhere I go. Its almost as if I get the feeling if I'm in the right place when I see it. I'm fairly spontaneous also, and it follows me. My friends have noticed it, I've brought it to their attention. Its been going on since strongly since 2006 but I can faintly remember instances from when I was younger.
When I was 6. I found tonight a few things I didn't realize also, like the alphabet has 26 letters. Yahweh the Hebrew word for god in numbers is 26. God gave Moses the Torah in the 26th something or other. Weird things. I've had many weird things happen in my life, when I was 6 I almost died of a fever, my eyes were practically sealed shut with like a gooey fluid.
I had a dream I was in a library, there I stood in front of the all seeing eye, which I found out from research. I could hear my mother and her friend screaming, I drew a picture of it following this, obsessively. I was very young. This sounds unbelievable, borderline crazy. I'm seeking answers and I don't know where to go. Or if I should just leave it alone. I'm religious but only when I feel I need god, or someone else does do I really pray, but I talk to god everyday in my head. I do not attend church for the most part. I'm a lesser sinner than most. Just a background kind of.. I've never felt in my whole life as if I was "here". Like a purpose never fulfilled. I started my job on the anniversary date of her death, my friends. I don't know. I see this number everywhere. sometimes twice a day. To where I've been trying to ignore it. I feel like I don't want to slant against god by thinking about this number or its meaning. Or follow through with it.
I just wish there was an answer. I'm not one of those weirdoes looking for attention. I'm not making this up. I don't know if your site is up and running or updated or running regularly but if you know anything about this number of significance I don't know. If you have any advice. No one takes me seriously. I'm not on meds, I'm not losing my mind, its just that I want to understand why. I'm 26 years old now. I assure you I am of sound mind. I'm not a holy roller, I've been finding god little by little on my own in my own time in my life. This may have nothing to do with religion. I also believe in extraterrestrial life. So I'm open to all religions not just my own. Comfortable with them, is a better way to put it.
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